Dear my friend, Natalia Amanda

tanggal 11 bulan ini masih keinget inget di pikiran gua. sebelum gua berangkat ke luar negeri. sempet bbm an sama manda.dia bilang ke gua untuk hati hati di sana. Saat itu ga terpikirkan sama sekali kalo itu terakhir kalinya gua bisa ngobrol sama dia. yapp.. temen dari aikido dan juga temen ngobrol cosplay. masih inget rasanya setiap kalo ganti status atau foto di bbm, dia pasti langsung bbm ga jauh ngomongin tentang status atau foto yang ada di bbm gua. komennya juga selalu nyindir.. dari ngobrol gua bisa ketawa ketawa sama dia. mungkin baru ga lama kenal dan ga bener bener deket sama dia. tapi, gua udah tau kalo dia itu orangnya friendly, cukup tomboi, dan seru. berkacamata, rambut pendek, tinggi ga jauh beda dari gua. sampai sekarang masih keinget rasanya baru aja kemaren latihan sebelum ujian aikido bareng. masih inget rasanya dia latihan... berkali kali ngebanting gua tapi rada susah gara gara keberatan, pas gua juga mau banting dia, eh yang pas pertama ga sengaja jatoh bareng, abis itu baru jatuhin dia yang ke 2 pelan pelan. tanggal 29 disini baru aja gua seneng bisa ngebeli hp pake duit sendiri. pas pulang kerja, online ngeliat status facebook sensei kita ber2, ada tulisan kalo ada murid aikido yang meninggal karena ditusuk. sama sekali ga kepikirkan kalo itu lu. penasaran, gua cari cari siapa muridnya. tapi, kaget banget rasanya tau kalo yang meninggal itu lu manda.waktu itu lu yang bilang ati ati ke gua, tapi kenapa lu sendiri ga ati ati si.sedih banget dengernya. gua bener bener ga sangka.sekarang tanggal 30, tepat pas ulang tahun lu kan.disini masih tgl 30, mungkin di jakarta udah 31 ya.semoga lu tenang di atas sana, kalo kita ketemu lagi, gua mau deh pake kostum yang lu suruh. makhluk ga jelas itu.

Bagi gua Tuhan itu ga adil banget.tapi kalo itu jalannya ya memang susah.Tuhan mengambil nyawa seseorang, seperti pencuri di malam hari. tak pernah akan ada yang tau kapan Tuhan mengambilnya

Salam dari sesama gigi kawat

hey amanda, lu udah masuk berita 2x nih sekarang. liat deh :
http://us.detiknews.com/read/2011/03/30/143052/1604780/10/amanda-gadis-tomboy-ikut-aikido
detikNews : Diduga Dirampok, Siswa SMA IPEKA Kristen Jakbar Tewas Ditusuk

eh, di kaskus juga udah masuk ternyata :
http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?p=396090794&posted=1#post396090794

The Call - Regina Spektor

Narnia : Prince Of Caspian

Regina Spektor : The Call
Good lyric for farewell :)


It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

For My Love

In my journey in search of love
I was never as happy as this
because I can meet you
yeah. I still remember when I first met you
how do you smile at me
with a sharp eye gaze
You really look beautiful
time passed and without conscious
I had fallen in love with you
I love you so much
I can't stop to tell it to you
I really liked you
and i'm glad when i know
if you also have the same feelings to me
now my day is full filled by you
not separated from a single hour I'm always thinking about you
maybe now I can't prove
how much love that i have to you
but, be assured that the evidence of my love to you
will prove with a gold ring sparkling
that will be inserted in your sweet finger

Love you, dear

I Miss You

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head


This song title is "I Miss You", created by Blink 182. Don't know why, I really liked this song, and the band. This band totally awesomee!:)

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Aikido dan Sayang

Aikido itu salah satu bela diri seperti karate,taekwondo, caphoera atau yang lainnya. Pertama kali gua ikut bela diri ini, hanya karena gua ingin banget buat bisa melindungin orang yang gua sayang. Mungkin gua memang pendek, tapi gua ingin nutupin kekurangan itu dengan ngikutin bela diri ini. Setiap sebelum mulai latihan, selalu gua mikirin buat terus mengasah ilmu gua supaya bisa ngelindungin seseorang. Terus terus dan terus. Setiap kali capek banget atau lagi males, selalu terpikir buat ngefokusin 1 hal. Yeah. Buat ngelindungin seseorang. Terdengar sangat konyol mungkin. Tapi, itulah motivasi gua. Ga ada lagi yang lain. Setiap kali gua berpindah cewe, cuman itu yang terpikirkan. Melindungi seseorang, bukan diri gua sendiri. 2 bulan yang lalu, gua ketemu cewe yang udah gua ceritain di post sebelumnya. Mungkin dia memang ga mau sama gua, ya gua ga bakal coba nyerah. Terus maju.Bulan berlalu, hingga 1 minggu yang lalu, gua baru tau kalo dia udah ada yang punya. Yeah. That's great. Sekarang gua mikir... Apakah ada guna kalo gua bermotivasi untuk ngelindungin seseorang?Sepertinya ga. Dan, sekarang gua ga bakal berpikir buat bermotivasi seperti itu lagi, karena gua cuma bermotivasi untuk bisa jadi kuat, dan bisa melindungi diri sendiri.

Editing Photo

Saking sering nganggurnya gua, kadang gua jadi suka ngedit ngedit foto dari foto yang gua udah ambil dari hp. Liat aja deh :D